January 2010
43 posts
"So stupid of me to cry."
"You can't have it as a dream where it'll always...
For once i wanna be own by someone who appreciates me well,not by someone who is a jerk,leaving a person regardless.I wanna feel the love,i wanna feel warm and nice,i wanna feel whole.For once in my entire life,i wanna be alive. And i am willing to take all the chances i have to feel and be alive. p/s: my life is not terminated,not just yet.Oh baby,it is on.
"You can't loose something you never have."
I am okay,i think.
I am so tired.Tired of hatred,tired of problems just keep messing with my head. Im not me anymore,i can’t be me anymore.Everything i do,everything i say is just not right.I feel sad,i feel lost,i feel hurt,i feel isolated.I feel so so isolated,i don’t know what to do. I’ve gotto stop living in a dream because i know it is not a dream,its reality,a reality that i personally have...
SPM year,wow.Honestly,its unbelivable.So,i guess i wont be tumblr-ing till the end of 2010 because you know why. Right now,im just taking my chance of using the laptop since my sisters are not around my dad and my mum are practically asleep. P/S : Europe was a total awesome and cheers to AMSTERDAM! Till SPM ends,tata.